I'm Me

To be honest, I don’t know why I’m writing this. I guess I’m just stalling I guess. I’m currently working on a presentation I already know I’ll do fine on since I started it weeks ago, I’m just improving somethings. I feel like I have something on my mind, but I have no idea what it is. Maybe its nothing. Then again, it could be something. It could be everything. But more than likely, its nothing. I think I’m just in the mood to write…well rant really. It probably has something to do with Spring Break being only 10 days away. Or maybe not. I’m only really looking forward to see some of my friends, The Girl, and my dog really. I’m never looking forwards toward actually being home though. Too much drama under that roof…or any of the houses we’ve lived in over the years. What’s it like to actually grow up in one home anyway? That kind of reminds me of the time I was partially homeless. lol hurricanes, good times. Anyway, I have no idea what I’m saying anymore. I never really did, actually. My mind’s just as busy as I am really. Designing a logo for a college broadcasting program, editing a shirt design for my friend’s cooking show, my presentation, (not) studying…I already know the material so there’s no point until just before the test really. I guess I’m bored in a way. I’ve been so bust with work for the last couple of weeks, I’m not pleased with being relaxed for once. To enjoy things dying down a bit….Then what’s on my mind? I don’t know…probably nothing. I mean, I’m not upset. In fact, I feel pretty good, even a bit relieved of a lot of things. I even can nap now without consequences. I’m actually looking forward to the rest of the week and maybe even the week after. I can’t think of what else I could be thinking of. Maybe I’m just bored. I need something new in my life. Some excitement. Something that can change me for the better and not take away from who I am. Can’t think of what though. Travel the world, discover something new, just lay on the grass somewhere faraway and let the glow of the sun warm my skin until it sets into a beautiful orange twilight, then maybe a swim somewhere under the milky black sky…but on a college student’s salary (one who can’t even afford fitting clothing at his own home) LOL that’s not happening any time soon. One day though. I like to dream. I don’t dream of the abnormal, I never have. I only dream of what could happen, the people in my life, and the people I don’t want to ever leave my life. Some adventure or just hanging out and forcing them to watch me eat an insane amount of food (I dream my life basically haha). I think that’s it…I just need something new. I’ll find it somewhere soon. Whatever it is, wherever it is…I’ll find it.

LOL I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT JUST HAPPENED. :D